Her

 She cares for me

Corrects me when I’m wrong

With her I can be emotionally nude

She brings heaven to the ground

While all I do is raise hell

She is the best thing that happened to me

While I am the worst

She lifts me up

I drag her down

She smiles

I frown

So why do I continue to commit these acts knowing that they are wrong?

Simple but complex

My heart is so used to suffering that once I get a taste of the good life I pull away

Frightened  that my good thing will be taken away from me again

So I mentally prepare myself with my actions

I don’t deserve her…what happens when she finally realizes it

(C) S. Logan

2014