Spirit over Body

My flesh
Yearns
For the soft comforting
Kiss of woman’s skin
Against mine
My spirit
Keeps me strong
Laying down
With just anyone
Would only serve a temporary want
That I have been lead to believe
I need
Ejaculation last for a matter of seconds
But what about
How I feel afterwards?
Knowing that I used her
How can I look myself in the mirror?
How do I face my God?
Knowing that I went back on a promise
That I need to him
The conclusion of this unholy
Union of bodies
Turns to be anticlimactic
Serves me right
After went about such
A lustful tactic
Wickedness
Forgive me
I keep the faith
Pray my past sinful nature
Will not override the holy ghost
This body is spoken for
My Father
Has promised it to my future wife

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