A House Divided

I am at war with myself

Fighting to hold on to the man that I am now but still reaching for the person I am meant to be

Conflicted

Too busy worrying about what I may leave behind

If I will lose myself in the process

Thinking

Isn’t it better to lose myself in the present form if I gain something even better?

This existence has given me nothing but torture but for the life of me I can’t let go

Toughened skin have developed so it doesn’t hurt as much as it once did

I need help

I will fall apart if I don’t gather myself

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