Better Leave Well Enough Alone

Here we are once again….you and I

Me fighting myself from falling back into your lovers trap

And you trying to draw me back in ….But for what?

Every time I fall for it always ends in me landing face first on concrete

So I hide my feelings, resort to acting discreet

I’m a weak man when it comes to you

So I choose to distance myself

You strip me naked of my dignity and self wealth….bad for my mental health

I go crazy when I’m with you and feel like I’m trapped in a psyche ward when we’re apart

You continue to hurt me and my heart breaks

Promising once I rebuild it there will be no room for you, but you know how to put your hooks in me

Can’t leave you alone

Am I addicted to the pain?

Or do I like reading books where I know the ending so I won’t be surprised again?

I gotta go…must get away from Cleopatra’s spell

Loving you is heaven and hell

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