Learn to swim

Reprogramming myself to function without you

Walking aimlessly through the streets….I haven’t shaved in days, don’t care how I’m dressed

I just don’t know what to do with myself

So used to having you around to balance me out, be strong for me when I’m weak……tell me when to take my foot off the pedal and not go as hard as I normally would

I want to go play in traffic

Feel like I no longer have purpose in life

As I breath deep and come to realization that you’re gone and not coming back

Take a look at myself, stripped down I am only half the man I was with you

Rubbing on my head then on to my face

Now depression has set in…..melancholy

Changing to thoughts of you with another man….anger

How I let you sleep out of my hands….feelings….suicidal

I am just going to stop struggling and drown in this sea of lost love

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